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| I am sticking to a diet again... not for appearance sake(well... not totally) but more for my health. I have been diagnosed with Irritable Bowel Syndrome... this is the most painful and annoying syndrome ive ever felt. My diet is very restricted... no meat, no fiber, limited types of bread(and when the blood test come back i might not be able to ingest and gluten at all!)... so i am slowly losing the 40 lbs of sympathy weight i gained during my wife's 10 month's of pregnancy. When i first became a father i knew that life would change... and i welcomed it with open arms... yet i still held on to my dreams of one day riding a motorcylce across the country and doing all of the exciting things that ive always wanted to do... but while watching an episode of miami ink two nights ago, where a young red headed girls father died in a motorcycle accident, i realized that my only desire now is to stay alive so that i can care for my daughter and wife. i think ive heard of this feeling before... once upon a time... in a storybook or a fairy tale... i think that the wise one, ben kenobi, once reffered to it as well... responisbility! yes! that was it! i am finally feeling the pangs of responsibility hit me like so many punches in a mayweather fight. i still have my dreams, and i am hanging on to them, one day they will be realized... only with slightly safer, more practical substitutions in the place of some of the more, risky and dangerous items. -cpt. rockit! | | |
| So it's finally friday... last few hours of work for the week are upon me and I am feeling a sense of relief swell in my head. It's Cold and Rainy outside, I have my cup of New England Clam Chowder and a nice glass of water... its the perfect lunch for days like today. This weekend promises to be a nice relaxing one. It's raining all weekend so hiking is out of the question.... thats two weeks in a row. but its ok... it won't last long... Randi is growing like a weed... she is now 11 lbs and 23 inches long... that quite the growth spirt. She smiles half of the day, and sleeps the other half... man... babies have it so good. I cannot wait for her to grow up and start walking and talking... but bathing herself is my major wish. did you know that you have to bathe a child everyday for nearly 3 years? thats a bit ridiculous. but i guess that is what i am here for now. Cayla is doing great... she goes back to work on the 18th... actual human contact is a must for her now... so she is excited to get out of the house for a few days a week and get away from mommy hood for a bit. I'm happy for her too... i would be bored as hell if I had to stay at home all day. How is everyone else doing? I miss my Texas/Arkansas/St. louis family... your captain. justin w moore | | |
| colds are not my favorite things... but they allow me to lay in bed all day and watch mini series on the sci fi network all day... tin man was pretty good.... the end was incredibly cheese-tastic though. but hey... what else did i expect from the wizard of oz? today is going to be a good day... im going to make sure of that. my stomach is turning and cramping already, but i have my meds to take care of that as soon as possible. work is going to be a bitch since im now a day behind. but ill catch up pretty early. other than that i am going to have a great day! and if you get in the way of my great day... ill cut you. -jwmoore. | | |
| Sunset tonight officially marks the beggining of Chanukkah... this will be our first of many celebrations that I dont really know alot about. There are alot of Jewish holidays throughout the year... many of them I know about... some of them i dont... Chanukkah, for the most part, I know little about. I do know that its not a "high holiday", and that it last for 8 nights. It's very exciting that Randi and I will be learning the traditions of the Jewish faith together. I hope that with her mother being Jewish and myself being Christian, that when she grows up she will be a very well rounded person, educated on the many different traditons, beliefs, and heritage of the cultures that this world hold. In other news, there are only two episodes of Dexter left. This show is by far the best show on television. If you have not been keeping up with this program, I assure you that it would be worth while to invest time and money into the dvd's of the first season and trying to catch the reruns of the second season. -J.W. Moore. | | |
| its been 62 weeks since my last Xanga entry... who is still posting on a regular basis here? i kind of miss my xanga page... i think that i might start it back up. should i? -jwmoore. | | |
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